well i have officially been residing with nadia for a little over a week sometimes i feel that i become a pain but she has such a kind heart she smiles about everything! i finished with my summer 2 class today which is a big deal since school and i dont get along and i managed to do fairly well whoo whoo :) so today has been much of a sloth day LITERALLY i haven't felt so blah in a very long time but hey we all need a little break. yesterday was quite the day. cilla came to visit vic was here when i woke from a nap abel came after dinner nadia's roomate Serena is back and she had vistors too and Katy [nadia's other roomate] had a friend come to so yesterday was jam packed with excitng things! i made dinner vic baked we all sat around talking and laughing telling stories it was like something out of a movie i can replay nights spent with the crew over and over. i do believe that the crew is what has kept me sane all through the summer because the lord knows it hasnt been my parents school is just around the corner and i still dont know where ill be partially because of my lack of funds. i just hope i can still help out with STRONG being involved at the UCC is what has helped me to stay sane. i have met some wonderfully sweet people there and made some wonderful friends. i only hope that i get to continue to share God's word. i am looking forward to the fall tho despite the mess of a year i have had. its 3/4 gone and well i have developed so much as a person. next week nadia and i get our new apartment with our lovely friend CRYSTAL we may have to had a C! to this blog here.
lets talk about the weekend now because i had one of those weekends that only happens in movies. i didnt see the crew tho but if i was gonna write a movie about my life this weekend would totally be incorporated. see we come from the south side. we dont get things handed to us we have to work but we like to party and have our weekend adventures! and this weekend was definitely one!
i think sometimes i am far to guarded. i think i care to much about what people think. i worry about everything and how my family back home will make it. i wonder if i will make sometimes. i have had a lot of time to think today and yesterday. sometimes its hard to put things into perspective. well story of my life about over thinking. i had a plan and my plan has been well broken so i need a new one and i am on the verge of making a new one but i am not sure how to go about it exactly. we shall see.
this summer has been life changing and its sad that its almost over. eek! i sometimes don't know how i got to where i am at. sometimes i don't think i deserve some of what i have. i wanna be better i wanna achieve wonderful things too!
well for tonight i think this is all but who knows!! maybe ill be back in a bit with more of my unorganized thoughts!
til next time
ttfn
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